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Qnet is everywhere now. Qnet is haunting me since the beginning of this year until now. Not to say i dont believe them, it's just that i got no time, no money, no energy, no like, no interested, no mood to do lah. :p

So here's a conversation btwn me and a girl X today. I am quite "impress" with her business skill. haha.

Girl X: erm... i know u know about qnet

Me: uh huh... lol 

Girl X: What is the reason u reject LEH? qnet can't bring u what u need? 

Me：(LOL!!) No~ i no money :D

Girl X: So do you want to success?

Me: ( LOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!!) Yes, i wan to success in my study now. Get first class honours and go Australia next yr to study. Those are my current goals in my life.

Girl X: So if you have money, you will join loh?

Me: I need to see the whole thing also. too many ppl joining. If i want to join I will go under my friend. He will straight put two people under me. Haha. So you dont have to waste your time on me adi.

The world is so realistic. Right after that, she never reply. haha. Before that she kept talk to me in school, not about qnet but other stuffs. Before that there was one girl, keep asking me out for dinner also. At last also 漏出马脚。I still like the first guy who introduced me. Steady and skillful. :) And he's not fake. erm...

I don't really like people to approach me and be my friend cz they wanna do business. I always treat all those that i know sincerely, i will not treat them with my heart if i find them actually cheated me or did sth bad to me. I always hope this world is full of peace, i even can forgive those who treat me so badly before, as long as he/she is willing to treat me nicely after this. 我总是心太软~ lastly, i don't know.. this world might be like this, but i still cannot accept it. I dont wanna grow up. sigh.

Back to school!

Time flies. I am currently in year 1 sem 3 now. Emo... cz i am gonna be 20 very soon. T^T. 

Monday : I took lifespan development, IO psychology and personality theories this semester. But then i found out the subjects will be too heavy to take it all in one short semester. So, i decided to drop IO. As a third semester student with 2 semesters experience, I never sit under the projector. HEHE. So i am never the one to on the projector. Lol. Night around 8pm- outing with MMC. We were suppose to have discussions on that night but anyway, we gossip more than discuss. LOL. 

Tuesday: I stop going IO class. Damn tired because I slept quite late last night and have to wake up at 730am in the morning. Yawn*. Anyway it feel really awesome to end the class on 1230pm. :D its like i got extra time to do so many things. I can cook, I can watch drama and at the same time i can do revision, assignment and on9 learning. I really love the timetable :D. Today my personality theories lecturer, Ms Beng asked all of us to look for five friends to describe your personalities,and this is what i got XD : hardworking, adventurous, talkative, over confident, love freedom, tall (=.=), pretty ( XD ), nice, annoying ( ?? ), diligent, commitment, responsible, confident, clever, elegant, perfectionist, concern, caring, outgoing, loyal, natural beauty, spontaneous, simple, smart ( <3 font="font" helpful.="helpful.">LOL. brighten my day~! Then we were told to describe ourselves. This is what i wrote: OCD, talkative, helpful, realistic, cheerful, caring, clumsy, responsible, ambitious, stress. Question is, Is that the real you? or the ideal you? interesting.

Wednesday: Ting Yong miss us too much and decided to come to UCSI to date us. We went to watch Total Recall together and i was pretty excited. Cz i was told that its a movie that has the same quality and standard with Inception. I LOVE INCEPTION. Anyway, the movie is quite good. I love the technology and their creativity. :D 

Thursday: As i said i have 8am class everyday so i got no fate with the swimming pool again! After ting yong swim, we decided to go Coffee Berry to try out the lamb chop (coffee berry is the place i went with MMC on Monday.) Too bad it wasn't open yet that time. So we decided to head to north wing to take our breakfast. Disappointing breakfast. Pity north wing student.First time to use WhatsApp. =3=. Ok i outdated!!!! Had a group chat with MMC. Looking forward to the pool party on Sunday <3 div="div">

Friday: Yea it's today. Start studying. Stress to know the JPA scholars' grade. Three A+ except psychology 1 A and Uni life B. Well, they appeal uni life's marks. I should have appeal also. Cz everyone got the same mark which is 72. =.=. Assignments are never given back to us. BUT TOO LATE ADI. T^T. seriously dont like the grade B, always pull down the GPA so much!!! GRRRR... they should set it the same like moral and malaysian studies. What a stupid subject! 

Ok, back to what i read just now. The first page adi attracted me to look for more information. It's about a pair of attached identical twins. Their name- Chang and Eng. Wonder they even fight, wonder they even have secrets to each other. I am curious at how they have separate household after they get married. They even have children! Chang had 10 children and Eng had 11 children. Both their wife are sisters. Another amazing fact is, their children can be considered as siblings instead of cousins! because Chang and Eng shared the same gene! There are many more interesting stories about them. I hope i can stay with them for a week, I hope i can study them! XD I am very very interested in what they think about themselves, how they actually cope with the life like this, how do they think people actually perceive them and so on so on. And i can feel how sad is Eng when he found out Chang is dead suddenly due to pneumonia during their sleep. He refused to seperate with his brother. In fact the doctor can actually perform a surgery to seperate them and then he died 3 hours later. From here we can see how strong is the bond between the brothers. They shared everything and spend their time together. 

ok, continue study now. Bye! 

Cheat :'(

I should be smarter next time. I really dont wanna say this. But i am seriously unhappy with all these.

1st, why did i join this competition?
I joined because of a voucher that is said to be worth for one whole treatment. It looks worthy for me because its not like other cash voucher, you still have to pay money. The guy there asked me to just register and get the voucher, i dont have to join the competition if i dont want. He told me there are many people doing this also, cause the voucher is very worthy and it's a very great chance, no one offer a voucher like that. Then i feel okay, the voucher looked quite good. I never ever think of joining this competition, because it's not my thing. I thought i will be eliminated in the audition. Later then, I found out that the voucher cannot be used. The responsible authorities told me that they will replace it with another voucher. So i thought of going to their audition for fun, to get experience, an extraordinary memory maybe to worth back RM30 ( The amount that i hv paid for the registration fee). And i went, surprisingly, I was chosen as one of the finalist. I was very excited. Because due to them, they chose only 25 out of 250 participants.

2nd, the finals
Two of my cousins always go for pageant competition. They told me that XX company cheated many people and they never get any prizes from them, except those useless vouchers and nameless certificate. Some of my relatives and friends actually had bad comments on the final, saying the food was really bad. And the venue so on, do not worth RM150 tickets. The environment is not grand at all. Besides that, they are many so called miss and mrs something something from other pageant competition were actually there to "support" us by taking pictures the whole night. Didnt they ever realised that they were blocking the other audiences at the back? And come on, we were on stage, not performer, not entertainer, we were fighting for some "meaningful" and "not a normal beauty pageant" competition! They did not respect us at all. That's what i feel. From my friend, we all know the same thing happened to last year's winners also. They never stated the things clearly and what we got from them, are just excuses excuses and excuses. I dont care about the money at all now, whatever it is, I am happy with my holiday and the new friends i met. 

3rd, As one of the victims
To the people out there (you know who you are), Please dont put the blame on me. And here, i have to clarify something. This is memang not an ordinary competition. It requires lots of hardworks and skills. It's not for people who never prepare, who doesnt have any talents. I CAN SAY ALL THE FINALISTS ARE REAL FINALISTS, WE ARE ALL PROFESSIONAL AND TRAINED. It's just the organizers and company. Stop saying that we are cheap because the competition is cheap, we arent. We had put in all our efforts and it was really an awesome night. All of us had worked so hard for this competition, we spent our holiday in an extraordinary way.

4th, Once bitten, twice shy
The managing director once called me and asked me to join the coming pageant competition. He will straight away put me as the finalist. And he told me that they really love me and i have potential something something. I will not want to join this competition anymore. Lastly, I din join this competition just for the money, its for my teenager years to be more awesome. As we all know, not everyone is qualified to join, not everyone can do this. Sorry if i offended some of you.

There are still many things i wanna comment but now i dont remember. Lol. Nvm now, i am still very happy to see all the beautiful n gorgeous pics of mine! I personally think i look quite stunning :p. I know i perasan, hmm, i should replace perasan to confident. HEHES.

MMC 2012 FINAL!

Venue: Thean Hou Temple

Date: 30/8/2012

IT'S D DAY!!!

yeah, all of us were very nervous and excited at the same time! Before that, we had a few times rehearsal. I was kinda emo and lose all my confidence during the rehearsal because my professional model friends criticize at my catwalk and i agreed with them. The feeling wasn't there yet. I looked too nervous. I can feel that my catwalks wasn't as good as when i practiced at home. I tried hard, following what they taught me. However, it never turn better. After we had our lunner (lunch+dinner)? hahhaaha me and some of the finalist went to pray pray. hehes. I prayed to god hoping i will get back my confidence soon and everything will be fine. Thank you god, my wish is granted at last. :)

So cute!!! :D I LOVE THEM! <3 td="td">

Miss msia finalist memang got style one :D

Before the competition started, i was actually very very excited. I wasnt nervous, stress or scare at all! I am full of energy, and i just ignored all the comments i got from them and walk the catwalk with my very own way. ( their comments are very useful, but it's not gonna work for me because i just have to find back the feelings! ) At last it turns out fine and i get praised from them. YEAH i did it finally! :) I really need to thank the make up artists for being so patient with me and thank you to all my friends who actually being honest with my catwalks. :) 

OK its time to announce the winners for the competition! hehes! Sad to say I only won a subsidiary title--- Miss Most Promising Stars award. hahaha. i dont even know what's that when they interviewed me. swt! Anyway, I am very satisfied ady with this award. There are many subsidiary title: Miss entrepreneurship ( which is based on the number of accounts signed up in mysales.com), Miss Popular ( based on number of tickets that you have bought), Miss Keep Slim ( 50 percent based on number of likes at facebook and 50 percent based on judges), Miss friendship ( 100 percent based on all the participants), Miss talent ( 100 percent based on judges) and lastly Miss Most Promising Star ( 100 percent based on judges too! ). Anyway, in my eyes, all of us are the winner of the day! I can see all of them putting in their very best on that night, and all of them rock the stage! 

I am happy because it's all about my efforts on that night. It's like i am being recognized and it shows the judges like me :D. I dont know how to describe my feelings. It was awesome! :) This is the first time i join this kind of competition, and i am satisfied with my performance last night. I am also very grateful to all of you who supported me that night. THANKS ALOT! I wanna thank my mum for going through this pageant journey with me! I wanna thank my friends for spending so much of their money to come and support me! I wanna thank you MMC participants for giving me so many awesome and fun memories, I will miss all of u seriously! I wanna thank this competition for giving me a whole new experience and it actually boost up my confidence level alot! 

Well, I am still considering whether or not to join this kind of competition next time. I never dream to become a model, never wanted to be someone famous, I just want first class honours in my studies right now. :) 

FOR ALL OF YOUR INFORMATION, I AM STILL ME. :)

* i wish the other photos will be uploaded soon! can't wait to see how gorgeous was I* XDD

These are some photos i took that day! 

Done MAKE UP! LOVE THEM TOO, they are very pretty! :)

A very nice gal :)

:p

Doing my hair right now. Mavis yawning. haha :p

The hairstyle I suggested. nice? :)

The backstage!

Me and price :)

Adrain, Nicholas and me :) 

YUHOO! having lotsa fun! :D

Me and Hui Yuen again! hehe

Me and vidiana! <3 td="td">

ONLY AVAILABLE IN MY BLOG 

*shy* hehe

Vania sexy! FUH

Its me!!!!!! XD

Very funny! with a sweet gal :)

THANK YOU DENISE FOR UR SWIM SUITS!  :D

Me doing belly dancing :)

Photo sessions! YUHOO!!!

congratz to the top 3!! :)

Me and siblings ;D

Me n mummy

Me n bro! :)

AHH, we hv lotsa pics tgt! haha

Me and my partner! Jerry ONG! :)

Thank you for teaching me how to pose! :) 

Me and Kimmy! :D

Jensen, me and kimmy! thank you!!! <3 td="td">

Me and JASON!!!!! fuh! XD

Me and angeline tan! :D

Me and li Ling! THANK YOU FOR THE TRANSPORT AND EVERYTHING :)

SEXY GURLS~

Dear penny n me :)

Me & Vania love :)

1 more day to go!

COME BACK, TAN LEE THONG!

Wait. Are you sure you gonna read this?

WARNING: This is not for the person who hates/dislike me to read! I am sorry if this post appears to be interesting for you to read, trust me, its not...! 
TAKE NOTE:
 1. If you aren't in a really good mood, do not read. 
 2. If you are one of the participants, do not read.
 3. If you have any of these in high percentages now (anger, resentment, disgust, jealousy), do not read.



This is only for those who loved and understand me to read. :)

NEVER STOP LOVING ME :')

Let me continue...

Stop being looked like a nerd and come back now! stop looking like an old fashioned lady and come back now! Stop being shy and TOO HUMBLE. bring back all your confidence! you know you got this one, you know you have talents on stage, you know you can rock every performances, YOU CAN DO IT!

Small parts of history: To be honest, this is not gonna be the very first time for me to perform on stage. Since three years old I have been performing dancing, singing, story telling and so on on stage! everything stopped when i came to form 3, i forgot the reasons. I won numerous prizes since young for my drawing, singing and dancing competition. Besides that, I also won several prizes for mathematics and public speaking competition.

When i started high school education, I never join any drawing and singing activities anymore. I focused more on dancing. I learnt chinese and malay traditional dance, hip hop and hot dance from form 1 to form 3. The high school musical international dance competition was the last one i joined. I can say that was the most awesome performance i have done in my life. I was on the TV show Tom Tom Bak @astro before when i was only 14. Me and one of my friends was chosen as the performers for the TV show.  We sing while danced in the TV show.

In my form 5 graduation night, I have came out with something together with Shuway, wei kei and denise. That was just a crazy and amazing idea for us to have fun and enjoy ourselves to the max on that night. we decided to sing and dance. And yes, after two years, that night I feel I am back to the old me on stage, and tomorrow night, I am gonna feel the same way too.

Some will be surprised if i tell them that i have actually gone through all these. My college friends think that i am old fashioned and they usually call me blacky because i dont have a very fair skin. My university friends think that i am a 100percent nerd and I am a boring type of person. Some think i am a very very good girl that dont go party and wild. Modelling? its not my thing. Well, i agreed with some of the opinions... anyway, i am gonna rock the competition tomorrow and win something at least T^T...... The very main reason i wanna win this competition is because i wanna go KOREA!!! *pray*~~~

Well, stay positive!

- I love my red long evening gown :D
- I love my belly dance outfit
- I love my supporters
- I love my posing
- I love all my heels
- I love my nails
- I am confidence with the way i smile
- I will be confident in my catwalks
- I will not fell down during the competition
- I will rock the Q&A session if i have the chance
- I will be myself
- I will do my best :)))))))

不是我的爱情故事

他们曾是同学，可是不曾传绯闻，不曾被认为是有可能在一起的一对，不曾有任何暧昧关系。不过。。。

故事一：男主角想了个浪漫惊喜给生日的女主角，把房间放满了五颜六色的气球。男主角开玩笑，在录影中叫女主角还他一个吻，还说是为了她学会绑气球。最后女主角也给了他个拥抱。

故事二：那是冬天，男女主角各只有一双拖鞋和一件外套。男主角受不了了，买了个鞋，鞋附送了两双袜子。他把一双袜子给了女主角。在雪地里，虽然女主角穿了袜子，可是还是非常冷。于是男主角把鞋子脱下，让女主角穿上，然后在雪地里，继续地与女主角一步一步地走下去。

最后他们会在一起吗？<3 font="font">

我发誓我所说的确是真人真事！只是让我说到有点wrong。 呵呵。故事很浪漫，但是我感觉不到两个人在一起的暧昧，在一起的可能性还是 0 的。那绝对是个单纯的友谊。:) 不可能？绝对可能。这两个故事里，我都在里面。都亲眼看见了每一件事。 或许听起来好像真的有东西，可是真正看起来的时候却不一样。一件一样的事，可以有很多角度，不同的看法，这都由我们自己决定。所以我觉得在看待每一件事情的时候，不要悲观地只想一方。不好意思，突然感触良多。哈哈哈哈哈哈

:)

故事来源和灵感？

先介绍男主角，他像个媒婆，助全班人都“告别了”单身。聪明的，没什么难得倒他。

女主角，非常有个性，班上最steady的一个。酷酷的，但是可以把话说得非常好笑。

说到这里，相信同班的都知道我在说谁了。呵呵 :p

Hair makeover day

I went to do my hair today for the competition's sake. I cut, straightened and dyed it. I din know its gonna take a long time!!! I sit there for almost...2pm till 8pm... 6 HOURS!!!!! this is crazy man. why so long one..... =3=

I am really proud of myself cz i can sit there for 6 hours. I read 3 magazines, almost every pages. Most of the time i look at the blur me in the mirror, trying to make some funny pose with my face, and sometimes try to imitate the model's face expression in the magazines. I hope nobody realized. =3=

Total damage: RM300...emm....=3=

Emo, cz when come out from the saloon in the shopping mall sky dark adi. i think i miss you, sun =3=

I was expecting myself to look more sexay but i think i look very cute now :p HAHAHAHAHAHAH perasan-ing.

My new hairstyle. emmm no big changes right? haha

webcam too lousy... haha :x