First day of school Year 2, Sem 2

Alright I was so busy enjoying my holiday during the sem break so I stopped blogging for awhile. My holidays were quite packed, considered well spent :D

Today is the first day of second year second semester. However, I was not as excited as the previous semesters because I feel the stress!!!!! This semester will be crazy....... especially tuesday and thursday! My class starts from 930am till 800pm!! Just imagine.. only three subjects.. but two of them are 3 hours classes!!!

First subject- RDnA
Another research subject. (Apparently, I HATE RESEARCH!! got phobia ady T^T). We are going to do a mixed method research, which means combining qualitative and quantitative approaches together. I wonder why... and I wonder is it only UCSI requires students to do a lots of researches? or this is what psychology course are mainly about? Seriously, I prefer something like health psychology, abnormal psychology etc etc.

Second subject- Physiological psychology
The lecturer asked us to briefly tell her what we thinks about the subject and then we played games! It's something like the facebook "draw something" game. Well... just realised I am kinda good at that! Our group wins!! We were suppose to guess the movie names, just realised that I don't know most of the movies!!! Today I am given the names of tailor of panama, scent of a woman (which i thought it's a korean drama series but it's actually a english movie), pulp fiction blablabla. Anyway, I seriously seriously hope that this subject is not as tough as what the lecturer described! :'(

Third subject- PTA
Another research subject! oh mannn! We have the scariest lecturer of the whole psychology department. From seniors, she's very strict and nobody NOBODY get higher than B in her class! OH GOSH! I am so scare!!! I don't even know how she looks like! However, I really like her today. It's hard to explain, but I just like her. Maybe I am just lazy to explain. Oh well, nevermind! I seriously hope that my love towards her will never fade. :)))) Back to the topic, all of us need to think of something for example, singing, dancing, story telling or tell a joke to entertain the lecturer and our classmates in class today to introduce ourselves. All of us are required to present for 5 minutes! I was so nervous and I couldn't think of any good jokes. I got no problem for introduction, I can tell stories of my life, but how should I entertain them??

I thought of singing, but I dont know any songs well! I learnt a French song before, thought it would be cool to sing, however I forgot the lyrics!!! Then, I thought of dancing. But I don't know any cool dance!!! It will be awkward if I dance traditional chinese fan dance in front of everyone, without music. BEAR IN MIND, WITHOUT MUSIC! Just imagine that in your head now! Even though I learnt Hip Hop before but I am pretty bad at that. Later then I am trying to show my talent, but still, nothing presentable in my mind came out! I have many jokes to tell about what happened in my life. I thought of Ling Li, cz she has quite a number of funny stuffs going around. I thought of the spider incident today, but it will be lame if I share it in class, it's not funny actually. I tried so hard to think what funny things Ling Li always do. I cannot think any. A few minutes later (while others are presenting) I thought of the PLKN jokes, people always laugh at that jokes. However I couldn't share it because there are international students in my class and the you can only get the jokes if I speak in Malay (for certain words). I thought of sharing the ghost stories about the roundabouts, but nahh, I am pretty bad at telling ghost stories. I had a hard time to think of a best presentation of myself, so stress!!! Anyway, I thought of something awesome and my presentation went smoothly and ended in just 2 minutes time! The lecturer and friends were already satisfied with my jokes. Thanks to my form 5 physics tuition teacher. This is how I asked the question, " I am just going to ask you guys a very simple questions. If you know the answers please shout it out loud, be as loud as possible alright? So, what's the short form of minutes? Spell it out!" At first everyone answered M-I-N, and that's wrong. Boshra got it correct and she said it loudly plus steadily M-I-N-S (Am I An Ass), immediately I answer her, Yes You Are! :) It was kinda successful after all HAHAHA. Alright, I promised myself to sleep early every night, good night blog! Sorry for not decorating you ;(

Insight?

Just wanna write something... for fun..

My blog's song is awesome! 

I am too busy to update my blog.

Cooking is my hobby. It's something I loved and enjoyed. I love inventing new foods. Cooking is entertainment :D

I think I am gaining something in my life. I am changing... to a better me... I think....

My mum said it's because I am more mature now... that's why I getting steady.

To be frank, I started to hate the subject because of the people around me.

I was helpless, and I learnt to be independent.

It is true that everybody needs help, but when there isn't any help offered, it never beat you down but make you stronger. 

What if........I did not choose this path last time?

What if........
I choose to study overseas last time?

What if........what if.......what if....... never stop haunting me.

The peak of this semester is reaching. Year's 2 life is really not easy. It's really important to listen to the lecturers in class. It's very important to be very organised. I failed, my life is quite messy... :x my notes are messy, my schedules are a mess and my table.........not only table.... everything is messy.

Even though this semester is tough, there's always something that made my day! :D

They say I am bubbly, they say I am humorous, they say they are lucky to have me, they say I am pretty (forced by me), they say I am superb, they say I am incredible, he says I am perfect. :p


I must get at least an A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

even though I am fighting this alone... I must do this!!!

--------hypnotherapy is processing now-------- :p
-I am a great & responsible piano teacher!
-I am a committed Peer Counselor member!
-I am a A student!
-I am going to become a successful clinical psychologist!
-I can manage my time well!

Anyway, I am very happy to see how things turn better when I used a different approach to settle something. Good luck to everyone out there! I wish all the best to my housemates and classmates! Never give up!!! :)

And... I am still a little kid deep inside my heart. :p In short, I am young forever!!! 

新年很快乐

因为新年属于华人，所以我也要写华语。百忙抽空的我下定决心一定要记录我新年的故事，部落格，你是否很感动？呵呵。今年的新年过得比去年特别一点点。哈哈。不想要说为什么特别。;P

除夕
妈妈叫我帮她炸虾饼。我在前一天赶assignment赶得我屁股一整天贴着椅子，为的是要过一个好好的新年！回到家时，我已精疲力尽，所以我告诉妈妈让我睡个五分钟休息一会儿。妈妈答应了，我也睡了。结果我就这样睡了半个小时，妈妈叫我起来时却说我睡了两个小时，为什么她每一次都要骗我。=...= 炸虾饼真的蛮好玩。团圆饭不错。前一天在sunway pyramid 吃shogun。非常不满意。不好吃。

年初一
爸爸派红包。以为20岁了，会有比较多的钱，不过还是跟弟弟一样多。又是回家乡的时候了，很开心。:) 和外婆一起去吃素，不错不错。与我同辈的表哥表姐表弟表妹大部分已经有了另一半，有一个表弟还带了女朋友来见亲戚。厉害。幻想如果是我，我肯定害羞死了。

年初二
像往年一样在四舅家过夜。也没什么特别。很不舍得回家的一天。

年初三
看戏天。与群睁和金米一同。不是我不会打群睁的名，是我真的很懒。所以别要紧。看了两部戏，不知道该做什么，不知道谁的主意，提议要去PD 拜年。冲冲忙忙联络朋友们，新高彩烈，random出发！首先去金米家，然后去群睁家，后来再到伶俐家。想不到我们可以谈到半夜午时。都已经天天见面了，那么快就想念，那么快就见面。伶俐还激动得吻了贝仪。。。。。。。。的手。吓我一大跳。我们还自拍了蛮多搞笑的照片。哈哈哈哈

年初四
没记错的话这天是在家颓废的一天。

年初五
中学拜年！很开心见到了老同学！诗韵家很棒，每一年都为我们准备午餐！晚上我突然胃口大开，吃了四个羊排，五个猪排，一碟米粉，一条otakotak, 一只虾。羊肉是我的最爱，总可以让我手舞足蹈！

年初六
一大早被约去吃点心。由于我亲爱的啊林最爱听我说故事，所以他们又一同到我家去继续畅谈。好害怕，为什么没有一个人是跟我拿一样的科系的呢？下午亲戚来。表姐送了很多美美的衣服给我。

年初七
小学拜年一直搞不好时间，决定放在下个礼拜。不过我还是去了jessie家去二人世界。我们一同像平时在电话一样谈心，谈未来，谈感情生活。她真的很dry，我介绍了群睁给她。嘿嘿嘿

年初八
早上教钢琴。下午回到宿舍。有点emo。好不想假期结束。看runningman 和新兵正传。不错。半夜12时，拜天公，我们还以为可以看见很Impressive的烟花，结果我们宿舍向偏僻的地方，只听得见烟花可是看不见。我突然兴起，和群睁与金米一同从六楼下去到游泳池，然后在向烟花奔跑。群睁说我们像在追天上的星星。我们跑到了mcD才发现烟花离我们真正的距离真的很远，所以放弃了。后来我们决定跑到高处去，唯一向烟花的高处就只有b block 了。疯狂的我们再次心存希望，跑到26楼。好可惜，没什么可以impress到的。迷迷糊糊的跑来跑去一小时，回到宿舍睡觉。

应该没什么东西漏了。晚安！

My 20th birthday :))))))

Ok so I have decided to write on my birthday. hehehe. 

--MY 20TH BIRTHDAY--

My friends, most of them, never stop reminding me that I am 20 ady. OK I KNOW I KNOW. :((( Anyway, they did console and comfort (?) me that 20 is just a number. Well I am accepting the fact that i am 20 ady. However, sometimes I will feel emo and Deena will want to slap me because i was just being too childish to be "unable to fall asleep because I am 20". Anyway, I am going to talk about the whole 20 birthday celebrations I got this year.

This year, seriously, truly AWESOME!!! Ive received so many presents and warm wishes from friends that I never really expected about it!! Let me list down the presents i got. HEEEEEEEEE :DDDDD

Lily 俐俐 is a bunny from Kimmy! It's a really cute and sweet gift and i choose it myself! Kimmy brought me there and asked me to choose the clothes I prefer on the bunny! hehehe. 

Forever 21 earrings from Momo! It's my first birthday present of the year! I love the card and also the earrings of course. I was surprised by her after the gathering in my house. 

Sticky candy from Jensen! Okay, i duno is it a present for me or not, because he said it was suppose to be my present but it's too cheap for a present because he ate one of it.== Anyway, still thank you~ hehe

Bunny pencil case and pink bear bookmark from Sin Yee! Another surprise from my bestie! I was frying nuggets because I was so hungry and she sudenly came in and give me the present. My hand was so oily and sticky. hahaha. Seriously i love the fact that the presents need to be wrapped, because it's double surprises! HAHA

Lee Thong 2012 album and chocolate cake from anthony! He wanted to create a very good surprise but a little bit fail cz i was too busy with my assignment. However, I really love the cover, it's really pretty (because my faces are on the cover!) Lol. The cake became my delicious breakfast on the next day. yuhoo~

Pink purse and pink card from Shuway! Its all from Australia! OH MY GOD i am so in love with the purse!! Shuway sumoure say i can use the purse when I am buying ingredients for cooking and also pasar malam. =...= Many of my classmates love my purse! HEE. shuway, you really got a very good taste!

Pink ukulele from siblings! It is actually from my brother but because my sisters contributed a small amount of money so it is considered a gift from all of them! Its really great to owe a ukulele because shuway had a blue ukulele and denise had a red ukulele!!! At first I thought my brother was kidding and he really bought it!!!!! I was so happy and grateful! It is from a Australia's brand--ashton!!

A dress from Mummy! Wooops, i forgot to post a picture of it to my 20th birthday album on facebook. hahaha. It's my favourite dress so far and I am gonna wear it on CNY! :DDD

Red fedora, mustache necklace and HUGE PINK PEN from denise! HAHAHA i was laughing at the presents when i received it! I promised denise I will use the huge pink pen for final. Imagine how it can cause distraction for the other students. I dont wanna be kick out from the exam hall!! D:

BIRTHDAY VIDEO FROM DENISE AGAIN! it's always what i wanted, it's always what I do for myself and finally i got it! AM SO TOUCH!!! :'))))))) I love the video so much because it not only contains many pretty pics of me it also contain the "history" of V4 and the end part was really funny! thank you thank you thank you! you made my day!!! to be specific, you really made my birthday awesome to the max! 

A website that belongs to ME!!! another touching stuffs Kimmy done for me on my birthday! Its really awesome to read all the wishes on the websites. All so meaningful and long. :') TQ kimmy! TQTQTQ! made my birthday awesome to the max's max!!

A call from an old friend-- Kamini!!!! I am so so so touch on the night she called me just to wish me. We chat a little and we both are quite emotional and cried on the phone! GOSH we miss each other and she was so nice to me years before! Feel lucky to have her as one of my friend. A sincere birthday wishes is enough, need not to feel guilty. :')

Birthday celebration from my family! It's expected because every year my parents will celebrate it with me. This year's cake wasnt that special like the other year but i still love it. Planned to go Shogun to celebrate but dad is too busy for work. NVM, CNY we are going! :DDD

Lee Jessie from Lee Jessie. She gave me herself as my birthday present. LOL

Picture of biscuits from Yong tee. To apologize for not coming to my birthday party, he decided to send me a gift! TADAA!!! A picture of Ling li's favourite biscuit! heeheeheee

A party from DRS (Ling Li, Vincent, Bei Yi, Jensen and Kimmy).TQ wehy~ really like the decoration of the gate. hahaha! the food cooked by Vincent was quite delicious.. he's really quite pro at cooking. Had a rectangle cheese cake on that night, heard from Vincent's friend is very tasty... haha..................

I remember there are more... however it's 11:58pm now and I am so tired after finishing one of my assignment. More assignments to go, hwaiting!!! 

To conclude this, I really appreciate and thank God for giving me such awesome birthday. 20 is very significant to me and my dreams came true for having a really great birthday celebrations throughout the week. :')

ABC Run

This was suppose to be the post about my birthday........ However, it is something a week ago so yah, I would love to talk about the ABC run now. (I suddenly feel writing blog is like doing assignment, in a not stressful way). 

Ling Li went back on Friday because she's busy on Sunday that's why she never participated in the race. 

First night without Ling Li:

Feeling quite weird without her. Although she always sit quietly at the corner with her laptop, sometimes suddenly laugh, sometimes argue with Bei Yi. Not to say I MISS HER already, but i just feel weird without her in the house. 

Second night without Ling Li: 

Just a day I am ady adapting in the environment without Ling Li :p HAHA. Feel good to see how Jensen and Bei Yi became closer because Ling Li is no longer the bulb! LOL jk~ The next day is ABC Run! All of us actually planned to sleep before 11pm. However, we FAILED! Me, Jensen and Kimmy went swimming. After awhile Sin Yee and Jing Lun reached! They will be staying overnight at our condo because both of them joined ABC Run as well. I call them the healthy couple! They always exercise and their hobby is HILL TRACKING! so healthy!!!  

Me and Bei Yi failed to sleep on that night. And this is our conversation.
Me: I can't sleep because Ling Li is not beside me.
Bei Yi: Me too.

Erm, actually we both feel Ling Li is just a minor reason. The main reason we can't sleep is because Bei Yi drank coffee and my reason is...emm.. I am not very sure... I feel too happy, I dont know why. Maybe it's because that was the first time Sin Yee sleepover at my place. Besides that I will always feel very happy for my best friend when I see them happy. :)

THE DAY!!!

Yeap it's the running day. Me and Bei Yi only slept like 3 hours? LOL. crazy..... after a few minutes preparation all of us from the house altogether 6 people depart!! (bei yi straight wear the green abc running shirt that night to sleep.geng!) 

The guys start 15 minutes before the girls. At first I was the top 3!!!!!!! But....... only until MCD. I am just too weak. I keep telling myself to try hard to get in the top 75 (only top 75 are going to get certificate). However...... strong will is nothing without practices and training before the race. Yeap, I failed to be in the TOP 75! sigh~ however my intention was to get the 15 ECA points, so nah, i was fine after a while. Was a little bit happy when I reached the end point and hearing the committee shouting " congratulations! congratulations! " And i was waiting for them to tell me i am in the TOP 75!!! Anyway, as i walk to the UCSI's entrance, I was a little bit surprise because i really thought i can be the top 75! haha. I was always the top 3 for 100m and 400m run when i was in high school, now i feel that im old ady. NEED MORE EXERCISE!!!!!

Living in two homes ('.')

Monday till Friday

- School days

- Wednesday is Running Man day! 

(Jensen is a big fans,bei yi very love to watch,kimmy and me addicted d!)

- Red Alert days. 

(Only available at Kimmy's laptop. SAD)

- Assignment days.

 (Year 2, 2 research subject,busy busy busy...)

- Friends days. 

(Staying outside without family.)

- Thursday is blended learning day.

 (need not go to school, just online XDDD)

Saturday and Sunday

- Piano days. 

(Need to practice and prepare for the piano lesson)

- Family days. 

(Staying at Seremban)

- Music days.

 (No homework & assignment at all if possible)

I MISS RUNNING MAN!!!!! when im at cheras i miss home, when im back to seremban i miss Cheras. SIGH.

---Last day being 19 years old---Last blog of 19 years old---Last blog of teen age---

Social psychology class

I dont know how to start this.. well i love this class because we will have a lot of activities and its kinda fun. However, sometimes..... it's really awkward...........

Yesterday Deena was absent, when i was looking for a group member for the class activities, ms bing said something like I NEED Deena. =...= no, i dont.

Today i was sitting beside Deena because he invited me. Ms Bing looked really happy and said something like leethong is happy, sitting together with her boyfriend. Well how should i react to that? Before i enter the class, Deena actually claimed that I am Salim's gf because he raised his hand when the lecturer ask who is going back to hometown to celebrate CNY. Salim is a muslim and ya.. =...= Why me? 

Yesterday we had one activity about touching. We need to hold our partner's hand and the partner has to guess what are we expressing thru touching. There are sadness, anger, disgust, LOVE (-.-) so on so on. Initially, there's a girl sitting beside me. I thought me n her are going to be partners. BUT.......... i dont know what was she fighting about with the two other guys beside, something about rumours of her and another guy... and the other guy she had rumours with became my partner. We were warned that we must make sure we find a partner that we are comfortable to. Let me just tell the most awkward part. The lecturer asked us to stare at our partner, preferably a few minutes, without smilling. Sorry, I can't even stare at him eye to eye for a second. It's really awkward man! If i am in love with him maybe I will be very happy.

Today is the most embarrassing day i had in my university life. The lecturer was asking us some questions and ya FYI, i was sitting at the very last row. Maybe i speak too soft or maybe they are just too noisy in front. When i was about to give my opinion, " First of all...." I said. Before i finish, the lecturer talk about another topic ady. Deena and Salim laughed so crazily beside. I was like ermm... humiliated by them! They keep on repeat the word first of all first of all first of all. I am so dead. aiks. Kok Kien was so nice, he raised up his hand and said" thong lee got something to say!" well i wonder why he called me thong lee...==.... still, thank you!!!!!!! :')

Before that when the lecturer asked a question and Deena knew the answer. He spoke too soft and the class was really quiet.... So i was abit loud when i said : " LOUDER lar~". And guess what, the lecturer accept that as one of the answer. I was so sweat! lol. Seriously funny.

Wookay, I need to continue preparing for tmrw's presentation and role play now! Year 2 is really quite busy..... MISS YEAR 1!!! To Mr Jensen: Appreciate your year 1 life. Feel that he is really lucky to have so many seniors helping him. BELANJA MAKAN! ON! :))))))))