Happy 2013!!! (part 1)

Yesterday was not a perfect day, but I was super duper happy! haha.

The reason it was not a perfect day because I didnt get to celebrate with denise, shuway and vkaey.  Before yesterday I planned to celebrate with everyone that I know in my teenage life. Of course, I know to celebrate it with everyone is mission impossible! At least I wanna celebrate it with some of my very dear friends. 

800 am in the morning I have to wake up ady, because lee jessie is very healthy. She dated me and Sin Yee to have breakfast at 9am. I am used to have breakfast every morning with my family, so it's not a very big problem for me to wake up early. Sin Yee didn't join us for breakfast because she woke up late! hahahaha! After breakfast we watched a TV show called "mobbed" in Jessie's karaoke a.k.a TV room. It's a very touching show. (kimmy pls dwl for me :p). Sin Yee arrived a few minutes later after the show started. 

Jessie is very into our pillow talk and she decorated the room with lots of pillows and bears and blankets! We had classical musics played and glass of guava juice. So relaxing! It has been our tradition/culture/habit/whatever whenever we are gathered at one house. We shared secrets of our own, talk about future and give honest opinions. Its really hard to find true friends that respect you and love you. I LOVE THEM!!! Initially we planned to have a sleepover party with just three of us, however our parents never let us. :'(...

We are not just friends, i think we are sisters! We wore the same polo T but different colour yesterday. We went to Jusco together and we met jessie's form 6's friends. They say we are wearing 姐妹装。hahaha. Our aim was to buy a similar clothes together at Jusco. Too bad, Seremban's choices really less. Time is never enough for three of us. At around 530pm I have to head back because my mum need to use the car. So reluctantly, me and sin yee went back home to bath and rest. Anyway, we were going to have second round at night later!

We all gathered at Station 1 cafe at around 930pm. It's such a coincidence that my high school friends were all sitting beside jessie's Form 6's friends! I can move here and there conveniently hahaha :p.  It was a night full of laughters and i think i abit high cz i talk and laugh very loud. =....= So thankful that Henry actually followed me and sin yee for new year countdown, and i am glad that we made his day turn from unhappy to happy. :). Really thank you sin yee for accompanying me going here and there.. hehehe i am not a very pro and steady driver. paiseh yaa. OHYA, and i dont understand why the road block is everywhere!!! So jam. =...=

Its ady 1:10pm!!! I better off now and start packing. Today will be a tired day cz we need to clean up our new unit and planned many things!!! ARGH!! hahaha. To be continued.........................

December updates

Lazy me is here finally! Just wanna write some short updates of meeee during the month of December! Why is updating blog sth important to me? Because it records down the stuffs that I dont wanna forget. Yup. I hope that I will update more often. heeeeeeee :) LINE is a not-bad-quite-good place to update also. HOHOHO.

What is in my mind now:

December means Christmas! I was too lazy to take out the christmas tree to decorate the house; when i am hardworking, I am too busy to take out the tree. So no christmas tree deco in my house this yr. :'(

Got my Christmas present(s) from Kimmy! One of it is da TheSims3 -seasons and supernatural packages! HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current news:

Yesterday was the "end of the world", and its the day we moved in to our new unit! The unit is extremely dirty and I guess it need alot of hard works to clean. However we still love the unit. Ling Li still love the tables. I still love the air-conditioners although we are not going to use it. =.=. Erm, when i am tired i start to crap alot. Nvm, its my blog. Looking forward to the "open house party"! hohoho~

Today is a photo shooting day with Anthony Junior. Tried a different style and realized i really fail at acting cool. =...= suan le bah. Ate a very nice hokkien yee mee at petaling street! Strongly recommend to all my friends! But i duno the name of the restaurant. =...= suan le suan le!

Celebrations:

Celebrated Christmas yesterday instead of dong zhi=...=. Finally watched a movie at Signature Gold Class Cinema @ The Gardens. Cost RM27.90 per person for premier class. Expensive, but feel nothing really special. No second time. Sushi Q's sushi are very delicious!!! Better than Matsu, in my opinion. :)

Kimmy's birthday celebration was a good one! It was a blue theme birthday party! We had blue eggs, blue icings, blue jelly, blue balloons, blue decorations, blue birthday cake, blue shirts, blue sea, blue swimming pool, blue cups, blue plates, blue spoons, blue drinks, blue birthday present........ :P We had dinner at Matsu & one korean restaurant (forgot the name). PD Matsu is not as scrumptious as S'ban's Matsu.

Family outings:

Its so crazy. Every week my mum & I will go KL shopping because we got a new GPS. lol=...=. abit tired. Went PD beach last week. Going Genting Highlands tmrw. Melaka next week. SIGH! malaysia is so boring. hmmm...

Regrets of the month:

1. Did not practice piano frequently.
2. Did not build a whole new city in The Sims 3
3. Did not decorate the christmas tree.
4. Did not paint a lots of drawings.
5. Did not go for adventures.
6. My holiday was kinda boring.
7. Erm... I am sure there are alot, its just that I cant think of any now. heeee. :p

Random Awards to talkative friends or phone boiling partners:

Sponsors by LeeThongTan.sdn.bhd :p

Best listener: Henry

Best adviser: Deena.N

Best-person-to-gossip-to: Vincent.W

Best companion: Kimmy.L

Best-person-to-crap-to: Shuway.L

Best-caring-friend: Jessie.L

To be continue............................................................

Gonna boil my drama now :p 

Home Alone

我应该算是一半的KL人，一个月有超过一半的时间都是在KL渡过的，所以爸爸也没逼我去今天的family outing （Midvalley shopping）。要不然我爸一定会逼我们全家人出席每一个outing。对他而言，family outing 是非常重要的。每个星期的星期日是家庭日，今天也不例外。好开心，爸爸让我一个人独自在家。无论我爸如何用美食或“买新东西给我”迷惑我，我还是选择了——一人世界！

吃了午饭后，全家人除了我就出发了~ 兴奋的我早已经plan好要怎么享受我一人世界~ 首先，最值得一提的是冲凉时我可以大方地把我的手提电脑放在浴室里一边冲凉一边听歌。erm, 这样东西令我很兴奋因为我不会download歌。叫人download了也懒得transfer进我的手机。所以本人还是喜欢上网听歌，网速很快，不用buffer，又不用担心storage问题。

然后最高兴的是家里有车！更高兴的是GPS在我的手里！哈哈哈哈哈~ 不过seremban也没有什么地方可以去，我也不可能random到一个人上马六甲。那是很冷的一件事。哈哈。很高兴，因为我今天可以独霸wadeh! 即兴地上到街上只为了买芙蓉最好吃的烧卖！之前生病已经吃了好几餐的汤面，今天终于可以大吃一顿好的了！！！哈哈! 平时妈妈限定每个人最多只能吃三个wadeh，因为怕发热气，不过今天我要多少有多少！哈哈哈哈

还有还有，去哪里不用向父母交待，不用得到permission，实在是快乐！晚餐我想吃什么就吃什么~ 结果就和贝怡与金米一同享用晚餐。今天我吃了红酒鸡扒，饱得要吐出来了。贝怡生病了，病得五颜六色。很多朋友都生病了。祝她早日康复，也祝金米不会生病。

高兴的时间第一次不是很快过。吃完晚饭后一个人回到自己的家的感觉是非常寂寞和害怕。出门前家里面没留灯， 所以会联想到一些奇怪的东西。我真的很不喜欢一个人在暗暗和静静的地方！幸好这也只是暂时的。爸爸妈妈很快就回来了。:)

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昨天是伶俐的生日会！很棒！喜欢那个船！喜欢把伶俐变成美人鱼~ 嘿嘿嘿

送上pattern多多的伶俐！

crazy us

I wish... I wish... to become a mermaid *tata!*

Pattern~

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爸爸妈妈回来了！今天有大减价！错过了！

爸爸送了个手提袋给我！开心！byebye

unexpected!

Yesterday me and bei yi were suppose to have training as a receptionist at Sepang Hotel for works on Monday. However, it is cancelled at the last minute. Zzzzz. Surprisingly, we were offer to another higher pay job on the same day last minute by my aunt.

Happy us start travel from Seremban KTM to Shah Alam station. Then take taxi to Stadium Shah Alam. Tired us waiting there for around half an hour, a lil bit worry that they will deduct the salary. Blur them made us walk all the way from stadium to Giant. Sweating non stop, hungry us ordered McD nugget as our lunch while waiting for the manager. Feel relieve after the supervisor said we can be late to work and we can still get our RM100. However at last we can't work because Bei Yi's pants is restricted to the area, plus the manager did not hv enough t-shirt for us to wear. Luckily the manager said the company still will pay us back the RM100 and we dont need to work. YEAH! IT'S A HAPPY DAY!!!!! hahahahaha. and who said this world no free lunch?! who said the sky wont drop money?! :p

Unexpected things started to happen one by one....... The manager chit chat with us for a very long  time. Talking about work life as a promoter, university stuffs and our own course. Talking about his psychology friend earned a lot money in Australia, already can own a house, only in one year time. Talking about current nutritionist's status, pay is already quite high after graduate without the need of experience. Talking about how important is a master and phd certificate holder. Talking about his girl friend at HELP university. It's like a free, inspiring talk we had with him yesterday. Made me feel relieve and gave me super high motivation to work even harder on my course. :) At least I know my course is not as useless as other people said. I hope the Malaysia's market will start to understand the importance and appreciate the psychology students more.

My family went to Klang yesterday to have a simple reunion with my relatives. It's kinda awesome for me but very weird for Bei Yi. My dad fetch us back to my twins cousin house and we had lots of interesting conversation like what we used to have. My aunt and cousins made me remembered the brave me, the strong me and the happy-go-lucky me. Thanks to them, I know how to face my own problem now. :). Bei Yi was impressed by their house. Yes, all my relatives are rich. Hahaha. After that we had dinner with my grandma. The feel is so wrong. It's like Bei Yi is my boyfriend a.k.a future husband. I brought her back and introduce her to all my relatives, and showed her my  mother-side family photos, made her to have dinner with my family. 0.o......... okay abit geli liao. STOP! 

The conclusion is, it's really unexpected and it feels kinda weird. I never had a friend who followed me to join any of my relatives reunion in the past 19 years! I just feel its kinda funny too. Haha.

My current post should be about our semester3's trip! Haish. Lazy me only write until half and dont feel like wanna continue ady. Hahaha. So I will just made a simple conclusion here. It's unexpected too right to see me writing about sem break trip sudenly here. Well, I wanna thank vincent papa, kimmy, ah yon hao nan ren. Kimmy the actuarial science and Stress Li the strategy master are the God of monopoly card. Vincent papa never stop nagging,
" LING LI GO EAT UR MAGGI MIAN!"
" LEE THONG WAKE UP!"
" BEI YI UR TURN GO BATH!"
"KIM SENG U SHOULD DRIVE NEXT TIME!".
hahahahahhahaha! Universal Studio Singapore is SUPERB fun! MUST TRY: transformer, cylon, mummy. Actually should try all lah, i miss the place so much!!! and I love far far away castle! It's my future house Kimmy said. HAHAHAHA. Ting yong hao nan ren is a 美食专家！All the food he ordered really are scrumptious! I miss the 烧肉! The trip was really a budget trip! Happy happy trip!

Scary person

I barely know her, but i trusted her.

According to my experience, her attitude might not be liked by many people, but she never looks like a liar to me.

According to her so called brother, she is not honest.

According to her friend, she loves to twist the meaning of the words and situations.

According to her high school friends, she might seem quiet but actually she's very fierce and revengeful.

According to my friend, who barely knows her like me, think that she's very cunning.

All these messages had been sending to me unintentionally, based on everything that happened.

More than 10 people are thinking that she's not like how she looked like. She is not as naive, as innocent as she look. I agree, I think that she's very mature although the way she acts and talks look and sounds like a baby. However, this does not make her a liar! Besides that, I really don't know the truth behind, I cannot just believe it because I never see in my own eyes. What I know now is she created many misunderstandings between me and my friends. Hopefully, it's all solved.

Well, I am sorry to say that I choose to trust them instead of her. Firstly, they are my good friends. I should trust whatever happened to them. Secondly, she can be a liar who knows very well to hide her real self. Who knows?

To be fair,
Perhaps she never tell lies, she just made all them sounded so wrong. My friends are right, just ignore her but always be aware of her. I hope she stop coming into my life. ><

Clothes Buffet Day!

It's today! What a tiring day!!! I am updating my blog right now cz i feel writing it now bi jiao got feel~ heeeeee.

So today i went with my mother denisy chan and my aunt valerie (u call ur mother's friends aunty). :p. True story that denisy chan never put aeroplane anymore, but she is always late!!! everytime when we meet up she always late for half an hour, nx time i really need to lie to her about the exact time we gonna meet up d! gegegegege *evil*

Our conversation before she arrived. 

Denise: Hey where are you? OMG what time is your clock?

Me: 1220. One more station. ( we are supposed to meet up at bangsar station on 1230 sharp)

Me again: I reach ady lo. Which station are u in now?

Denise: Now KLCC. you notice the bus, and becareful okay. :)

Me: KLCC station is where? I dont even know where is the bus station. LOLOLOL. I waiting you at the station. How many more stations?

Denise: 4 stations. =.= okay u wait there... lol. Dont go anywhere later i cant find you hahaha.

Me: Lol. I bukan kid ok, i will wait u here. Bwahaha. I still cant see where is the bus station.

Denise: Walk downstair de.. haha i also abit forgot liao. u know the bus number?

Me: I know. T634, Telawi. Haha. U faster.. i m very dangerous here! Many unknown guys here o.

Denise: Okay la :D I'll drive faster. hahahah.

Me: Careful with the speed track, jangan kena saman.

Denise: No! I kena saman bcux i play with phone when i am speeding.

Lol. She's always that cold, love to chat with her.  and i love her laughter! We always laugh on stupid things, in class you can always hear v4 laugh loud loud. aww, i miss high school, i miss you girls!!!

We were kinda worry the days before. We never stop checking on the websites, never stop looking for credit cards to help us to buy the bag online. Alright before that let me explain briefly what's the clothes buffet about. You need to buy one bag which cost RM50 in order to get inside the shop. You have 15 minutes to grab anything u see and whatever that fits in the bag u bought, its all yours! How fun it is!!! But u cannot try the clothes and 15 minutes is really short! >< However, the part i love the most about clothes buffet is that just grab whatever you like without looking at the price tags!

Three of us kinda steady. First we wait at the wrong bus station. Then i saw T634 bus at the opposite side of the road. My denise mommy asked me to be quick, so i run. She probably forgot i am the top 3 of the school's running competition every year. However when we reach there, itu bus driver not there. Swt. Like 3 sha po running. (I am flying, two of them running). Then we still steady. Sit inside the bus, chit chat and assuming we know where to stop. In fact, we dont.

First stop: Where got so near 1!!! IMPOSSIBLE! 
Second stop: All houses, no shops also! IMPOSSIBLE. 
Third stop: No TELAWI sign board also! IMPOSSIBLE! 

Then we started to feel insecure and decided to ask the driver. The bus driver very shock, speak in malay. Then every passengers also became gan cheong, all tell us we missed the station. Seriously ALL. Then i also gan cheong. I ask: BUS INI PERGI MANA?! Luckily its a rapid KL bus, its only go around KL. 16 more minutes it will be back to our original destination. Kinda funny de lo, seriously, everyone in the bus told us many things about taking a bus, what number, what alphabet blah blah blah. LOL. To think at the bright side, we had rm1 bus ticket to travel to damansara look at HELP university from the bus and manage to get back to our clothes buffet 16 minutes later.

We expect there will be many people lining up. The great thing was, nobody is there! haha. Denise so brave, she went to ask a stranger who has just came out from the shop about the clothes. And we made friends with her. 15 minutes really very short! When the sales girl say start, five of us straight run into the shops and I start with the accesories first. Nothing's there actually. I just grab a few keychains (they think its stupid but i think its cute :p). Then quickly i look through all the clothes and grab anything that i think its nice. The last 5 minutes only i started to eliminate those clothes that i dont really like. Sad case is the last minute only i started to put inside the bag. I cant put every clothes I like inside. SAD!!!! Have to give up on some clothes. Lastly, I only got 5 clothes, One necklace, Five keychains and I am not happy so i grab one more legging before I go out. heeeeee. Then the new friend we made actually say i can put in 3 more clothes. OUCH, IT HURTS!!! sigh~ Then we met a few girls from Iraq and we sort of like having a small gathering showing off our clothes. Lol. Its kinda fun, but i am still kinda emo and regret because i did not try my best to fit as many clothes as possible. What a waste!!! Anyway I am quite satisfied with them after i try it at home. 4/5 clothes are nice and the other one is too big for me. So conclusion, it's still a happy shopping day for me since the clothes are so cheap! Im definitely going to the next clothes buffet!!! bwahaha!

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More pics nx time. Tired. Cant find the cable. BYE!!!!!!!!!! :D

The wise words

‎"I've never wasted too much time with the wrong person and that’s one thing I'm proud of."

From Taylor Swift. 

Action speaks louder than words. However, it's always easy to say but not action. Just a small little stuffs I wanna share today. In this case, I consider wrong person in that sentence means the bad person who never respect you, who is a bad influence to you, not the right partner and so on people that you feel it is wrong to be with. 

When you are about to lose something, you will only then learn how to appreciate. This always happen, but how can we stop it? To cherish it, people said. What is cherish and how do we cherish? Well, in my own definition, I think cherish is to pay full attention on every details happening, remember every sweet moments you should, never do things you will regret and truly love someone who loved you.  

Thus, if u wasted too much time on hating someone, being revengeful, not letting go, feel sad or angry about something, keep it in your heart, its not cherish anymore. One day, you gonna regret, why you always live in the dark side of your life, you cant remember what's the last thing that made you laughed like a kid, you don't remember how happy was your parents when they see you home after so long, how great was the graduation night, the awesome feeling of every first times and many more things you missed out. Those worthless experiences and memories are going to vanish and dissapear, if time is wasted on the wrong person. Time is never gonna go anticlockwise. 

Be proud if you can do like what Taylor Swift said.

Try hard if you think you waste too much time on wrong person.

Do now if you think you want to appreciate before its too late. 

Never give up trying on the right things too.

I am sensitive & emotional, in a way that doesnt harm. :p

End of sem 3= End of year 1

Time 

never get tired of running away. "Can't you just chill and rest a little while sometimes?" sigh. So soon, So soon, I am officially done with my first year. Two more years to go. Wondering will second year of psychology getting tougher? I hope no matter how tough it is, my strong interest will always be there.

Let me just summarize the three semester i had in UCSI... First of all, remember i said i might fall in love with UCSI after sometimes? The ans is still, INTI is better. Lol. UCSI is too small but tiring enough to walk to class from hostel. It's always hard to find plug for my laptop in UCSI, hard to find a nice place to sit down for discussion in UCSI, library is always fully booked, food always seems to be so expensive and blablabla.

My first sem---

Where I stay: My cousin sister's house

Transport: I drive to cheras every week

Timetable: Class from Monday till Wednesday only. 8am everyday.(love the time, cz easy to find parking)

Subject I love the most: Introduction to psychology 1

Lecturer I love the most: Ms Raji, psychology 2 lecturer.

Subject I hate the most: University life. 

Lecturer I hate the most: Uni's life lecturer. Mr. XX (shh)

Best mark subject of the sem: Sociology

Worst mark subject of the sem: University life

Favourite place to eat inside school: Block B cafeteria

Comment: Kinda stupid in the first sem, blur with UCSI system, does not know which way is the shortest way to class, never late to class, very strict when it comes to assignment, never study at the eleventh hour, flag down taxi to leisure mall at south wing instead of north wing (stupidness), crazy exploring.

My second sem---

Where I stay: Angkasa block B, 21st floor. bad bad environment. hot n not furnished. Hate the lift so much.

Transport: Sometimes drive, sometimes no.

Timetable: Monday till Thurs only, everyday 930am class.

Subject I love the most: Statistic

Lecturer I love the most: Mr. Shahril, public speaking lecturer

Subject I hate the most: Introduction to advertising.( the subject I THOUGHT i will love the most)

Lecturer I hate the most: the reason why i hate introduction to advertising the most :p

Best mark subject of the sem: Introduction to public speaking

Worst mark subject of the sem: Expository writing

Favourite place to eat inside school: Block C stalls

Comment: Becoming smarter on choosing the right members in your group, had the best group member ever (Hajar), seldom late to class, still does not know which way is the shortest to class, strict when it comes to assignment, never study at the eleventh hour, still flag down taxi to leisure mall at south wing instead of north wing, high level of exploring, drawing became my hobby. 

My third sem---

Where I stay: Bei and ling li's apartment. block C 10th floor.

Transport: Not driving anymore

Timetable: Monday till Thurs only as well, everyday 8am.

Subject I love the most: Personality Theories

Lecturer I love the most: Ms Bing

Subject I hate the most: None

Lecturer I hate the most: None

Best mark subject of the sem: Personality theories

Worst mark subject of the sem: Lifespan development

Favourite place to eat inside school: Block A cafeteria

Comment: Smart at choosing group members (however, i am not the only one picking), always late to class, still doesnt know which way is the shortest to class(=="), strict when it comes to assignment, study at the very last minute , started cooking, realized the stupidity to flag down taxi at south wing, desperately need more money to spend, bit bored of exploring KL. Had a very good gay friend ( know him since first sem ). 

In a nutshell, I dont understand why I got so many stuffs left in Cheras. I have a total of 6 bags of clothes and the other 8 bags of zapalang stuffs. my god.==... Ohya, next yr will be staying wit DRS together. Chu Er once said, we should be staying together at DESA last yr. It would be so fun. She's so right, why we never thought of it on the second semester of SAM. Good luck to five of us finding a suitable condo unit!!!!!!!

I think that's all. buh bye~

突如其来

突然很想念部落格，突然很想写东西，突然很想用华语。

今天考了第一张，还不错。很讨厌选择题一题一分，不喜欢！大概算过了，应该没有了2-3分。可怜！希望还有A+。不过机会渺小。

上个星期六走台步。第一次。可是没有紧张，反而信心满满。有一个公司说喜欢我的stage performance （华语是什么? )，要和我签合约，说什么艺人的合约，我不要！我接受不到。而且他是那个公司，我不要。

上个星期四presentation （又叫什么？），我读了一个人，Peter Llyich Tchaikovsky，russian 音乐家。我喜欢上他了！虽然他是同性恋，可是我还是很喜欢，非常喜欢他的歌曲风格。可怜他的太太。那天准备就听了一整天他的音乐，也看了他的documentary（算了，不用100巴仙华语了）。我就好像回到了他的时代，跟他一起生活。说起来真的好像走火入魔。哈哈。老师课后也和我一同疯狂讨论他的一生。我那天第一次觉得25分钟的presentation太短了！还记得上个学期的20分钟presentation我很努力的才呕出19分钟。最后一直重拍，22 分钟结束。太可惜了，如果我能播他的音乐，大家对他的印象会更深刻吧。

伤心，因为没得去liyundi 的演奏会。没票了。我喜欢的tchaikovsky也可能没票了。

失望，今天喝Ochado的matcha milk tea 好难喝。淡而无味，还有苦苦的绿茶粉。淡淡的奶味，淡得像白开水。

开心，因为最后一科基本上我读完了。29号才考。我放假了，可是又不能完全放松。

期待，去新加坡。去旅行。李淑慧回马。李洁希说的约会。

累了，我要睡觉。晚安。

最后，我爱你 :)

Outfit fitting day!

I was invited to be a model in a fashion show on 20/10 at timesquare! wow. This is gonna be my very first time. Am very curious about the backstage! I can't believe am gonna be a model! (just for once) :p. Wow, just wow! :D Most importantly, we are walking the fashion show with Chrissie Chow!!!周秀娜！( dont really remember the chinese name).

I am a huge fans of ANTM (American Next Top Model!). but but but i never thought of joining the model career. Its not my thing, again. heeeee. But but but its kinda excited and thrilled to participate in the fashion show! But but but i am not tall enough eh. haish!!!! abit stress har! sumour the gangnam style! GG-ed. I feel the dance kinda geli, now we need to dance that for the opening ceremony. wonder 周秀娜 dancing with us or not. =...............=. like macam will somehow spoil my image ehhh! OH NO~~!!!!

The fitting day is awesome de lo. :p. Location is at Sunway Giza blablabla.  The boutique looks very professional. and all the outfits cost more than rm100 zzzz.  So expensive. There are professional designers and planners of the day. We are required to do catwalk also to let the duno-who see. Macam ANTM!!!! XD The first outfit of mine is a black elegant knee-length dress with black flowers on below. Damn nice eh!!! cost RM299.=.=. I think i look good in everything (perasan), so I very fast settle d~ the other girls still changing for the best suited outfit. heeeee. The second outfit the designer gave me a purple old fashioned office lady dress. I dislike the purple, cz it make me look more dark zzzzz. Then I very brave, ask the designer, dont u think i am very dark, the girl beside me macam bulb... (the girl beside me has pink skin and she wearing a light grey dress office lady style with gold pointy accesories around it). The designer so nice and kind! she gave me another style. And i love it so much!!! Its a pink coat with grey blouse inside and black waist line shorts. The pink coat worth rm300+ and its the bright pink colour i likey! Other girls say the outfit is awesome. :D. My partners on the day is angeline tan and mavis. Yuan ben I pair with Vania but but but like tad lor. lazy explain! hahaha. My group is the only group with 3 person. :) Vania's second outfit cost rm989!!!! crazy!!! Even if i am rich, I will never never never buy it. =........=

Then hor, Mavis need to go timesquare to take something. Me, Penny and Suet Nee followed. Then.=.=...... something epic happen. Mavis's iphone gps banyak pandai, bring us to batu cave instead of timesquare. zzzzzzzz. No wonder the place macam kampung, twin tower also dissapear liao and got kuala selangor road sign sumour got genting highland =.=.... sudah gila. that day keep got lost oni. we four 路痴 on the way emergency wanna go toilet. That time heavy traffic jam sumour. We very helpless. =......= Anyway, before that we enjoyed our thai "lunner" at sunway giza. And ya! I wanna emphasize this. Gong cha de signature milk green tea is awesome de lo! :D. Love it :DDDDDDDDDDD first time lu. the stupid Kimmy so ngam bought fraiche green tea vanilla oreo sth sth to me on the same day.zzzzzzzzzzz!!!! sometimes surprise tak berapa good................... waste money neh. cz i oni drink abit. stomach full of H2O. and oh! sumour got ai yu bing, havent drink nehh~~~~~ ice peach tea also... sudenly remember so many drinks.. 

Abit tired lor that day... climax havent over. Assignment not perfect yet, presentation havent started yet, case studies belum start.. sigh!!! Should I study jeremy lin? :P

Us with small little doll 

The boutique!

Carlz loves to pose! :p

Outfits on da floor!

My name on the shirt :p

Modelling!

Not ready yet

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Before you stir the drink

After stir!

I am SICK :O

People used to call me ABNORMAL and BISEXUAL because I hated shopping and I love looking at pretty girls. And of course, I do fall for Korean guys too. :p But still, I always have this habit to stalk pretty girls and watch pretty girls at youtube. Most of the time I love to watch Korean actresses and Jayesslee. Jayesslee are not only pretty, they sound so sweet too!!! Am a huge fan of em! :D

Well, I have changed and I decided to write it on my blog. Apparently, I am having a disease, called the SHOPPING FEVER!!! my god. I cant believe I spent 5 hours for shopping! I cant believe that I actually enjoyed it! I always yawn whenever my mum takes me to shopping. When my friends are crazy to shop I always just follow their back, show no interest at all towards shopping. If they shop at Sunway Pyramid, I will beg them to skate with me. If they shop at TimeSquare, I will beg them to play inside the themepark with me. (anyway I hate the themepark since the first time i go inside, not going in there anymore!). Even our seremban 2 jusco, I created games to be played in the shopping center. For example, find 5 items and who finish it first wins the game! My god, people dont understand why is that i hated shopping, I mean, I am a girl! This is what every girls love, SHOPPING! I guess it's just the time isnt there yet, and now it has arrived!
Excited? Not really. I always think hate shopping is something good. You will saved alot of money on that. And i was right! I rather to let people call me ABNORMAL now. Lol. jk. Anyway, people do praise me for  that before, those stingy males. :)

Talking about bisexual, oh my god, I am in love with MIKE DELFINO from desperate housewives! I finished season 1, 2, 3 and 8, currently at season 4. I din like him when i first saw him at season 8,( I watch season 8 before 1,2,3). I started to like him from the first season. Like him from the outside to the inside! Although he's just a plumber and he is not rich! Anyway, he's way too old for me :p

Here are some pictures of him! :p

Isn't the way he smile attractive? :p

He has got really long legs!XD

think I am still ABNORMAL a.k.a WEIRD for you cz I like a man in desperate housewives, something that teenagers dont watch. ooopps :x.

Call me special instead of weird k? I appreciate it heeeeeee. :)

The DEBATE!

I always wanted to join a debate,

thought its gonna be superbly fun, 

and i was right, 

yesterday was awesome!

Yesterday was the first time I join debate, my very first time. Something very funny happened. I was assigned to be the one doing the introduction. Before that, our rules of debate are a little different, so i am not only doing the intro, i "attack" too! hahahahha. There are four of us in a group, 1 introduction, 1 summary, 2 rebuttal and 2 response. Of course, in between there are work periods for us. 

Introduction is important as it establish the fundamentals and set a base on the topic of respective houses. I was so nervous and excited at the same time. I was the first to speak on the day! ( I happened to be the first group and pros of the day!). The debate topic: Life of modern children is more competitive than that of the children in the past.

Embarrassing part

The time keeper say if ure ready you can go. And then i stand up, abit clumsy and nervous jiang greet good morning, then start my position presentation. While i speak, my hands was trembling, like very serious. =.=... ok i wasn't really nervous, but i just dont understand why my hands keep trembling. This made me thought of Ling Li Khoo, who tried to control her hand when she's shivering. 

Still remember we had this rule during english period, we need to speak english to each other, if not our marks will be deducted. we had a specific group, think about that, it's so fun :p and weird. emmm. Ok back to the topic, Ling Li was in my group in the final presentation. I can still remember she sat beside me when we were about the present. She told me something like:" lee thong, I am shivering...". And then i can see her face very desperate to control when its her turn to present... 

"When her right hand trembles, she used her left hand to hold the paper, then when her left hand starts to tremble after awhile, she change position again."

LOL. Bad me, still laugh at her during the presentation. Everytime my hand trembles i think of her everytime i will feel like want to laugh out loud but i can't so everytime i have to hold back. My voice thus, became very weird, cz i am holding back my laughters. =.=. If I laugh nobody will get it, they will probably think i am crazy. zzzzz.

This is the picture i draw with my laptop without mouse. heeeeeee. Pink lollipop shirt- Ling Li Khoo, Green shirt- Me. Purple- Yes, Vincent Wong also laughed at her! so bad! 

Ok, back to my debate, I am lazy to type out everything so i will just make a summary of that. I thought i can't think fast but actually i can! hahaha. And we actually "argued" better without the need to quoting and formal talk. heeeeee. I am lucky because one of my group member is very experienced and her tone is superb! Learn something new from her yesterday :D. The other group members are very good also, they are very dedicated and responsible. We had fun and we are still friends to each other! Never win a debate but lose a friend!

Some epic parts:

Cons intro: Barack Obama is one of the example of the children in the past, and today he lives his life successfully after so many competitions he had been through. It has shown that Barack Obama compete hard during his childhood to be successful today.( with source ).

Pros: Barack Obama is only ONE example. Now we are talking about majority.

Cons: Children are more competitive in the past because there's no technology and they have to do everything by themselves. For example they need to walk or take a bus to go school, do house chores themselves. 

Pros: I disagree with your definition of competition. Competition is rivalry between at least two persons or group for an object desired in common. ( with source ).So you are saying that walking to school is a competition? Compete with who? Compete with what? Compete who goes to school faster? Compete who clean the house better? You can only say that they are independent and live in a challenging life, but not competitive. 

Cons: I think you have narrow minded on the meaning of competition. Competition can be in many form. ( explanation )New points-Technology is suppose to make our life easier.

Pros: Indeed, technology makes life easier, but bear in mind, it also increase the number of competitions. With advance technology, a competition is easier to be promoted to the public and this will increase the number of participants. Besides that, there are many competitions are now upgraded to international level. In the past, yes we cannot deny there are competitions, but you only compete in a small range. Now when it got up to international level, you compete with anyone, ANYONE as long as he/she lives in the earth. Show statistic of children in competition ( with source ). Connie Talbot, enhance the public and impress Simon Cowell in the Britains got Talent show with only 6 years old singing somewhere over the rainbow. This means, a 7 years old will not be that impressive as 6 years old anymore. It is getting more competitive in terms of the ages of talented children are getting younger and younger.(Many more examples: ballet school, Eden Wood the 2 yr old miss pageant, disco ball kids and so on)

Cons conclusion: Competition does not necessary need another party, you can compete with you, yourself too! ( I am impress of their conclusion)

These are all basically my points as a pro towards cons. :D We never stop fighting with the definition of competition after the debate. LOL!!! Looking forward to the next debate :D

Be happy :)

Woops, it's been a long time i didn't update my blog. Suddenly got mood again while i am preparing for the debate tomorrow. yuhoo~ kinda excited!!!

Okay, today I am just gonna share something, something that I learnt... and this came up to my mind when i was bathing.

I am sure every psychology students learn about classical conditioning by Ivan Pavlov. Ok before that, let m explain briefly what is classical conditioning.

Classical conditioning- Associate a neutral stimulus to a unconditioned stimulus to evoke a response automatically/naturally. Example: A bell (neutral) is paired with food ( unconditioned ) for the dog. The bell rings whenever the food is present. When the dog saw the food, it will salivate naturally, it's instinct. This process is repeated for a several times, and then the food is not presented anymore. The dog still salivate when it hears the bell rings. Now the bell had become the Conditioned stimulus.( the experiment conducted by Pavlov.)  Ok it's something like that, not going to be so specific. This is not a report! hahaha.

I still remember that i asked the lecturer about one situation. A person walk in to the dark cinema during a bright sunny day, (natural response: pupils dilate when one walk into a dark room from a bright room). Neutral stimulus: Bell again. Question: Will the person's pupils dilate whenever the bell rings after a few times of conditioning? Well, the lecturer say its possible. But i think it might not be possible. As sometimes, our action cannot be controlled by ourselves. For example: reflex action. Well, a pupil dilate is to let more lights enter the eyes, and its an involuntary reflex action! ok by the way i think i am going off the topic. zzz.

Ok back to the topic. Let's make this short, because my class is on 11! and its 1055 now! crap. ok. If you wanna be happy, you can always find something to be your neutral stimulus to pair up with your happiness ( unconditioned stimulus)., it doesnt have to be related, as it is called as the neutral stimulus! okay, for example, a fragrance smell, a picture, food, music, it can be anything! ( preferably something easy to find ). Then repeat it/remind it to youself for a few times, or maybe more. And that's all! For example, I eat cheese everytime i am happy. So when i feel unhappy, i eat cheese, it will make me feel better. Anyway, nothing is perfect. There's a very big limitation, never use it too often, because it might work the other way round, sadness might take place from the happiness to become the conditioned response!

ok gtg to class! might design this later. I know it looks complicated!

吓到我

Qnet is everywhere now. Qnet is haunting me since the beginning of this year until now. Not to say i dont believe them, it's just that i got no time, no money, no energy, no like, no interested, no mood to do lah. :p

So here's a conversation btwn me and a girl X today. I am quite "impress" with her business skill. haha.

Girl X: erm... i know u know about qnet

Me: uh huh... lol 

Girl X: What is the reason u reject LEH? qnet can't bring u what u need? 

Me：(LOL!!) No~ i no money :D

Girl X: So do you want to success?

Me: ( LOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!!) Yes, i wan to success in my study now. Get first class honours and go Australia next yr to study. Those are my current goals in my life.

Girl X: So if you have money, you will join loh?

Me: I need to see the whole thing also. too many ppl joining. If i want to join I will go under my friend. He will straight put two people under me. Haha. So you dont have to waste your time on me adi.

The world is so realistic. Right after that, she never reply. haha. Before that she kept talk to me in school, not about qnet but other stuffs. Before that there was one girl, keep asking me out for dinner also. At last also 漏出马脚。I still like the first guy who introduced me. Steady and skillful. :) And he's not fake. erm...

I don't really like people to approach me and be my friend cz they wanna do business. I always treat all those that i know sincerely, i will not treat them with my heart if i find them actually cheated me or did sth bad to me. I always hope this world is full of peace, i even can forgive those who treat me so badly before, as long as he/she is willing to treat me nicely after this. 我总是心太软~ lastly, i don't know.. this world might be like this, but i still cannot accept it. I dont wanna grow up. sigh.

Back to school!

Time flies. I am currently in year 1 sem 3 now. Emo... cz i am gonna be 20 very soon. T^T. 

Monday : I took lifespan development, IO psychology and personality theories this semester. But then i found out the subjects will be too heavy to take it all in one short semester. So, i decided to drop IO. As a third semester student with 2 semesters experience, I never sit under the projector. HEHE. So i am never the one to on the projector. Lol. Night around 8pm- outing with MMC. We were suppose to have discussions on that night but anyway, we gossip more than discuss. LOL. 

Tuesday: I stop going IO class. Damn tired because I slept quite late last night and have to wake up at 730am in the morning. Yawn*. Anyway it feel really awesome to end the class on 1230pm. :D its like i got extra time to do so many things. I can cook, I can watch drama and at the same time i can do revision, assignment and on9 learning. I really love the timetable :D. Today my personality theories lecturer, Ms Beng asked all of us to look for five friends to describe your personalities,and this is what i got XD : hardworking, adventurous, talkative, over confident, love freedom, tall (=.=), pretty ( XD ), nice, annoying ( ?? ), diligent, commitment, responsible, confident, clever, elegant, perfectionist, concern, caring, outgoing, loyal, natural beauty, spontaneous, simple, smart ( <3 font="font" helpful.="helpful.">LOL. brighten my day~! Then we were told to describe ourselves. This is what i wrote: OCD, talkative, helpful, realistic, cheerful, caring, clumsy, responsible, ambitious, stress. Question is, Is that the real you? or the ideal you? interesting.

Wednesday: Ting Yong miss us too much and decided to come to UCSI to date us. We went to watch Total Recall together and i was pretty excited. Cz i was told that its a movie that has the same quality and standard with Inception. I LOVE INCEPTION. Anyway, the movie is quite good. I love the technology and their creativity. :D 

Thursday: As i said i have 8am class everyday so i got no fate with the swimming pool again! After ting yong swim, we decided to go Coffee Berry to try out the lamb chop (coffee berry is the place i went with MMC on Monday.) Too bad it wasn't open yet that time. So we decided to head to north wing to take our breakfast. Disappointing breakfast. Pity north wing student.First time to use WhatsApp. =3=. Ok i outdated!!!! Had a group chat with MMC. Looking forward to the pool party on Sunday <3 div="div">

Friday: Yea it's today. Start studying. Stress to know the JPA scholars' grade. Three A+ except psychology 1 A and Uni life B. Well, they appeal uni life's marks. I should have appeal also. Cz everyone got the same mark which is 72. =.=. Assignments are never given back to us. BUT TOO LATE ADI. T^T. seriously dont like the grade B, always pull down the GPA so much!!! GRRRR... they should set it the same like moral and malaysian studies. What a stupid subject! 

Ok, back to what i read just now. The first page adi attracted me to look for more information. It's about a pair of attached identical twins. Their name- Chang and Eng. Wonder they even fight, wonder they even have secrets to each other. I am curious at how they have separate household after they get married. They even have children! Chang had 10 children and Eng had 11 children. Both their wife are sisters. Another amazing fact is, their children can be considered as siblings instead of cousins! because Chang and Eng shared the same gene! There are many more interesting stories about them. I hope i can stay with them for a week, I hope i can study them! XD I am very very interested in what they think about themselves, how they actually cope with the life like this, how do they think people actually perceive them and so on so on. And i can feel how sad is Eng when he found out Chang is dead suddenly due to pneumonia during their sleep. He refused to seperate with his brother. In fact the doctor can actually perform a surgery to seperate them and then he died 3 hours later. From here we can see how strong is the bond between the brothers. They shared everything and spend their time together. 

ok, continue study now. Bye! 

Cheat :'(

I should be smarter next time. I really dont wanna say this. But i am seriously unhappy with all these.

1st, why did i join this competition?
I joined because of a voucher that is said to be worth for one whole treatment. It looks worthy for me because its not like other cash voucher, you still have to pay money. The guy there asked me to just register and get the voucher, i dont have to join the competition if i dont want. He told me there are many people doing this also, cause the voucher is very worthy and it's a very great chance, no one offer a voucher like that. Then i feel okay, the voucher looked quite good. I never ever think of joining this competition, because it's not my thing. I thought i will be eliminated in the audition. Later then, I found out that the voucher cannot be used. The responsible authorities told me that they will replace it with another voucher. So i thought of going to their audition for fun, to get experience, an extraordinary memory maybe to worth back RM30 ( The amount that i hv paid for the registration fee). And i went, surprisingly, I was chosen as one of the finalist. I was very excited. Because due to them, they chose only 25 out of 250 participants.

2nd, the finals
Two of my cousins always go for pageant competition. They told me that XX company cheated many people and they never get any prizes from them, except those useless vouchers and nameless certificate. Some of my relatives and friends actually had bad comments on the final, saying the food was really bad. And the venue so on, do not worth RM150 tickets. The environment is not grand at all. Besides that, they are many so called miss and mrs something something from other pageant competition were actually there to "support" us by taking pictures the whole night. Didnt they ever realised that they were blocking the other audiences at the back? And come on, we were on stage, not performer, not entertainer, we were fighting for some "meaningful" and "not a normal beauty pageant" competition! They did not respect us at all. That's what i feel. From my friend, we all know the same thing happened to last year's winners also. They never stated the things clearly and what we got from them, are just excuses excuses and excuses. I dont care about the money at all now, whatever it is, I am happy with my holiday and the new friends i met. 

3rd, As one of the victims
To the people out there (you know who you are), Please dont put the blame on me. And here, i have to clarify something. This is memang not an ordinary competition. It requires lots of hardworks and skills. It's not for people who never prepare, who doesnt have any talents. I CAN SAY ALL THE FINALISTS ARE REAL FINALISTS, WE ARE ALL PROFESSIONAL AND TRAINED. It's just the organizers and company. Stop saying that we are cheap because the competition is cheap, we arent. We had put in all our efforts and it was really an awesome night. All of us had worked so hard for this competition, we spent our holiday in an extraordinary way.

4th, Once bitten, twice shy
The managing director once called me and asked me to join the coming pageant competition. He will straight away put me as the finalist. And he told me that they really love me and i have potential something something. I will not want to join this competition anymore. Lastly, I din join this competition just for the money, its for my teenager years to be more awesome. As we all know, not everyone is qualified to join, not everyone can do this. Sorry if i offended some of you.

There are still many things i wanna comment but now i dont remember. Lol. Nvm now, i am still very happy to see all the beautiful n gorgeous pics of mine! I personally think i look quite stunning :p. I know i perasan, hmm, i should replace perasan to confident. HEHES.

MMC 2012 FINAL!

Venue: Thean Hou Temple

Date: 30/8/2012

IT'S D DAY!!!

yeah, all of us were very nervous and excited at the same time! Before that, we had a few times rehearsal. I was kinda emo and lose all my confidence during the rehearsal because my professional model friends criticize at my catwalk and i agreed with them. The feeling wasn't there yet. I looked too nervous. I can feel that my catwalks wasn't as good as when i practiced at home. I tried hard, following what they taught me. However, it never turn better. After we had our lunner (lunch+dinner)? hahhaaha me and some of the finalist went to pray pray. hehes. I prayed to god hoping i will get back my confidence soon and everything will be fine. Thank you god, my wish is granted at last. :)

So cute!!! :D I LOVE THEM! <3 td="td">

Miss msia finalist memang got style one :D

Before the competition started, i was actually very very excited. I wasnt nervous, stress or scare at all! I am full of energy, and i just ignored all the comments i got from them and walk the catwalk with my very own way. ( their comments are very useful, but it's not gonna work for me because i just have to find back the feelings! ) At last it turns out fine and i get praised from them. YEAH i did it finally! :) I really need to thank the make up artists for being so patient with me and thank you to all my friends who actually being honest with my catwalks. :) 

OK its time to announce the winners for the competition! hehes! Sad to say I only won a subsidiary title--- Miss Most Promising Stars award. hahaha. i dont even know what's that when they interviewed me. swt! Anyway, I am very satisfied ady with this award. There are many subsidiary title: Miss entrepreneurship ( which is based on the number of accounts signed up in mysales.com), Miss Popular ( based on number of tickets that you have bought), Miss Keep Slim ( 50 percent based on number of likes at facebook and 50 percent based on judges), Miss friendship ( 100 percent based on all the participants), Miss talent ( 100 percent based on judges) and lastly Miss Most Promising Star ( 100 percent based on judges too! ). Anyway, in my eyes, all of us are the winner of the day! I can see all of them putting in their very best on that night, and all of them rock the stage! 

I am happy because it's all about my efforts on that night. It's like i am being recognized and it shows the judges like me :D. I dont know how to describe my feelings. It was awesome! :) This is the first time i join this kind of competition, and i am satisfied with my performance last night. I am also very grateful to all of you who supported me that night. THANKS ALOT! I wanna thank my mum for going through this pageant journey with me! I wanna thank my friends for spending so much of their money to come and support me! I wanna thank you MMC participants for giving me so many awesome and fun memories, I will miss all of u seriously! I wanna thank this competition for giving me a whole new experience and it actually boost up my confidence level alot! 

Well, I am still considering whether or not to join this kind of competition next time. I never dream to become a model, never wanted to be someone famous, I just want first class honours in my studies right now. :) 

FOR ALL OF YOUR INFORMATION, I AM STILL ME. :)

* i wish the other photos will be uploaded soon! can't wait to see how gorgeous was I* XDD

These are some photos i took that day! 

Done MAKE UP! LOVE THEM TOO, they are very pretty! :)

A very nice gal :)

:p

Doing my hair right now. Mavis yawning. haha :p

The hairstyle I suggested. nice? :)

The backstage!

Me and price :)

Adrain, Nicholas and me :) 

YUHOO! having lotsa fun! :D

Me and Hui Yuen again! hehe

Me and vidiana! <3 td="td">

ONLY AVAILABLE IN MY BLOG 

*shy* hehe

Vania sexy! FUH

Its me!!!!!! XD

Very funny! with a sweet gal :)

THANK YOU DENISE FOR UR SWIM SUITS!  :D

Me doing belly dancing :)

Photo sessions! YUHOO!!!

congratz to the top 3!! :)

Me and siblings ;D

Me n mummy

Me n bro! :)

AHH, we hv lotsa pics tgt! haha

Me and my partner! Jerry ONG! :)

Thank you for teaching me how to pose! :) 

Me and Kimmy! :D

Jensen, me and kimmy! thank you!!! <3 td="td">

Me and JASON!!!!! fuh! XD

Me and angeline tan! :D

Me and li Ling! THANK YOU FOR THE TRANSPORT AND EVERYTHING :)

SEXY GURLS~

Dear penny n me :)

Me & Vania love :)